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Curse

Gue punya temen namanya zifa. gambar dia tuh bagus banget, tapi agak 'terkutuk' konon katanya pasangan yang dia gambar, gak lama kemudian pada putus. banyak juga yang kejadian, bahkan yang jadiannya udah lama. jadinya orang-orang agak takut minta gambarin dia. nah, gue.. hubungan gue gak karuan, keliatan baik baik aja tapi nyakitin. hubungannya udah aneh sejak lama, lebih aneh lagi karna gak putus-putus. hehehe karna udah capek, tapi gatau mau bertindak apa, gue minta gambarin zifa. kalo gue putus, yah berarti kutukannya emang bener, dan kegalauan gue berakhir, atau nambah.. tapi kalo engga (I HOPE SO) berarti emang salah, dan GUE yang buktiin itu ;) gue minta gambarin dia bulan oktober awal, dan sampe sebulan dia gak 'ada hasrat' buat mulai. gue ambil kesimpulan pertama... gue 'belum' ditakdirkan untuk putus (alhamdulillah) tapi sekitar beberapa hari yang lalu (akhir november) akhirnya dia gambar. gue bilang ke dia, agar usahain semirip mungkin biar gak meleset

awkward

So, it's awkward. you in a relationship with someone who is you never close with before. and when you are in to them, you even do not chat with them, you are usually meet, but do not even say 'hi' to each other. that's a bullshit relationship don't you think? plus, all your friends laugh at it, and they evily said 'hahaha what a pity you?' then in my heart i felt, 'yes, yes pity'. i usually cried, no, i always cry every night so my eyes become more big than usual, but if you ask me, why am I do not break up with him? I can't answer it. because, how if, everytime I met him, and he showed that he care that 'yes there is my girl here' even if he just rolled his eyes or yelling, even if it happened once a week at 10 seconds. I always falling in love again, like he just told that he's mine.