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So, it's awkward. you in a relationship with someone who is you never close with before. and when you are in to them, you even do not chat with them, you are usually meet, but do not even say 'hi' to each other. that's a bullshit relationship don't you think? plus, all your friends laugh at it, and they evily said 'hahaha what a pity you?' then in my heart i felt, 'yes, yes pity'. i usually cried, no, i always cry every night so my eyes become more big than usual, but if you ask me, why am I do not break up with him? I can't answer it.


because, how if, everytime I met him, and he showed that he care that 'yes there is my girl here' even if he just rolled his eyes or yelling, even if it happened once a week at 10 seconds. I always falling in love again, like he just told that he's mine.

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